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The Butcher Boy

by Leslie Rich

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1.
Voices in the backseat Telling me that I’m pushing too hard Sometimes they come when I least expect And I think it’s the voice of God. I could be in a vacuum Singing songs all by myself And then the harmony comes Like the universe is singing as well Tell me are you calling Tell me are you calling Sometimes I swear that you’re standing right there But when I turn around you’re gone Can we not just make it simple this time? My friends keep telling me I must be out of my mind Well, I know they mean well but they just don’t know The axe that I grind I could just switch it up, switch it up, switch it up And park the car Take in the view, right next to you On my passenger side If I could have a reason If I need another reason To procrastinate Is it much too late? Because we’re in this together now, together now, together now Mirror in the bathroom Reflecting my waking self Damn, I look good But I really must start looking after my health
2.
Standing on the rock, too scared of looking over But you know that you want to jump Peeling off your jeans, staring at the water Hoping that nobody comes You’re as free as a bird, about to take flight You’ll take this thing down in flames Well, you’ve got to take heart, and hope it doesn’t kill you Or your mind doesn’t change You’re hoping that they don’t find you still holding on Some birds are never meant to be caged Working everyday, you’re a real team player And you hate letting anyone down Some days you stay late, some days you stay later While everybody else is gone You’re hoping that they don’t find you Still holding on I look into your eyes, and all I see is water And the rock that you’re jumping off I see the woman-girl that should have known better Back when fear just wasn’t a word.
3.
I am the butcher boy I am the butcher boy There are pieces of her that I haven’t seen yet Bits of her are no good Bits of her, they are no use I’m beginning to wish I’d never taken a knife to it Divide the body From the soul Divide the body Inside the soul I’ll see what I can find Wrap her heart in bows and string Map her spin where the knife goes in To reveal all the glistening and pretty, pretty things Her inner beauty is nothing less Than beautiful, now she’s all dressed I’ve got the measure now of her unfaithfulness Fingers and toes and bones and gristle Pale white skin and good strong muscle Eyes and nose and lips for kissing But the soul The soul is missing
4.
You take my hand and say, “I don’t see a reason. Oh, not the tears, not the tears, that’s just too easy! You always take the easy road, and I’m not following you. I’ve seen this face before, and I can see it coming. I’m not the only one, and everybody’s talking. I just don’t understand the things that are troubling you” Well, you never did, you never did Never did, but baby, now you know There were others that were here before Getting cozy on the bathroom floor You never did, you never did You never did, but baby, now you’re gold? But honey, truth be told You will NEVER know You really must have been some kind of angel So full of empathy and Holy wisdom It really makes you stand out in the crowd Yeah You really must have been oh, so enlightened And oh, so justified and terribly delighted Now that the weekend misery is a part of you You must be proud It isn’t true It isn’t true Unless it happens to you now It can’t be true It can’t be true Unless it happens to you.
5.
What you came here, honey to see Is not the same As the picture framed That you wanted to believe Where you’d pinned all your hopes And your plans, and your dreams It’s time for you to go home Nothing to see Nothing to put into your letter to your folks Maybe it’s time to go home This is not my truth to you Baby, if it hurts These are not my words I just thought you aught to know When they form inside They sound better than that And if there’s nobody home? Replay scene after scene Of how it should have been Of how it should have been Nobody else knows.
6.
Why, why, must everything we do Be a pale, wet, watered down reflection of you You’re a smart little cookie cutter I see it in your eyes You’ve got the world tied up No one can deny You’ve got the world tied up And everybody knows it You’ve just got to now Admit it to yourself Here we go, down this road of doubt Where we’ve been a couple times before Round and round it takes you down There and back Here we go down this road But you’ve just got to see what everybody know You’re a whole lot more than just that pretty smile Look now love, we’ve been over this before You’d be a whole lot taller, If you’d get up off the floor You’re a knife-wielding, social artist Lurking in the night You’ve got the world tied up No one can deny
7.
The Details* 05:00
Hey there Tell me do you see the green It was underneath the snowmelt It was underneath the grime But God is in the details You see it all the time It’s a new road It’s a new road Oh it’s a new road Oh my Did we forget there was a goal Were we swept up in the moment I screw up all the time But I don’t need forgiven It’s chapter, verse and line We’re roaming wild We’re letting go In the silence, there’s a still small voice that calls your name We’re roaming wild We’re letting go And in the silence that follows we’ll stake our claim Tell me Oh don’t you feel the same Is the trust inside you broken I think I understand But God is in the details Do you want to see the map
8.
Will you please take the time to ease my mind Of the worry I find every time I turn around I see a sea of faces, going places and whatever your taste is They’re marching for your freedom A decline in understanding is A rise of inflammation of my guile And it’s the reason I’m running And heart It’s the reason that I’m scared And Hope That I’m not the only one with a reason to fear Because we’re not getting out of here Tap me on the shoulder, or push me over But now that I’m older, I won’t take that sitting down Oh, they're turning over cars and breaking windows in bars They’re setting fire to the street… Or are they singing? Beautiful singing Hey, we’re righting wrongs And we’re singing songs And so we fight, so we don’t have to fight For things deserved In this troubled world And so together we are stronger than we were
9.
I used to dream Make an exhibition of myself Build a museum to you This clumsy boy tries to be a man This clumsy boy tries to understand There's no more stories Left to tell It’s nothing special. Oh, well You’re part of what made me, if I say it don’t hate me You’re part of what made me what I am You’re part of what made me, if I say it, please don’t hate me You’re part of what made me what I am I used to dream I used to dream Radio Four Goes off to sleep It’s what I’m here for It’s who I meet
10.
Raging Sea 06:24
I watch you sail away Like a raging sea You being angry at you For being angry at me I don’t know Just what it is I’ve done I was only having fun Until it was wrong I can't imagine a world without you in it I need a breath, just give me a minute I can’t figure out who I’m blaming on it but me Blame it on me Color’s gone, color blind, I’m deaf and dumb Lost love, lost mind and even the sun is gone I shouldn’t be the only one to feel this way June comes, June goes, the winter moon is here And the only thing that soothes Is when the clouds don’t clear And the clouds don’t clear Dogs don’t bite, as long as they’re barking But I swear this time my skin is broke Sometimes it comes and it don’t leave a mark But I swear this time my heart is torn in two Watch you sailing back Across the ocean Are you coming back for love Or another piece of emotion From me The smile on your face Completely disarms me You move in close And you throw your arms around me I’m still not believing
11.
One of us is wrong One of us is right One of us is sorry And the other is a light One of us is crazy And like a fool Projecting symptoms Like breaking rules And I don’t know what to do now Everything is lost if it’s just a game This isn’t easy, but it’s simple Let’s just admit that we’re not the same You can’t deny that this is something That is hard to hold on to You can’t deny that this is something That is hard, oh, it’s hard You can’t deny that this is something That is hard to hold on to You can’t deny that this is something And if it’s something, is it nothing? One of us is shy And won't say a word One of us is angry And is always heard One of us is standing At the edge Looking down into depths Of an empty space I don’t know what to do now Everything is lost if I’m always wrong This isn’t easy, but it’s simple You’re not the person that I’ve always known It can’t be love If love is nothing wrong
12.
Once I was lost, but now I’m found I was one of the pieces in your pocket that just fell on to the ground That’s where you’ll find me I was a little hurt when I found out Not just the mistake of it, but just that you had never planned it out But it doesn’t define me Because what it is Is the best of you and the very best of me Written like a prophecy Because I was planned You just didn’t know and in spite of you I’m growing old And I still find love in you That’s my little joke with God I was alone too long, then there was her She fell out of the pocket of somebody that just didn’t give a care That’s where I found her I gave her a heartbeat, and she gave me one back I took her hand and I promised her I never would forget That she defines me Because what it is Is the best of her and the very best of me Written like a symphony Because we were planned We just didn’t know and in spite of everything we’re growing old And I still find love in her That’s my little joke with God

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released January 22, 2021

Recorded by Rich Mattson and the Rocket Soul Choir at Sparta Sound Studios, Sparta, MN
Mixed by Rich Mattson and the Rocket Soul Choir
Mastered by Greg Reierson at Rare Form Mastering

Leslie Rich :: Guitar, vocals, and keyboards
Pete Boulger :: Drums, percussion, and keyboards
Atom Robinson :: Bass, vocals, piano, and organ
Rich Mattson :: Additional guitar and vocals
Piano intro on Butcher Boy written and performed by Brian Shankey

All songs © 2020 Rich, Boulger and Robinson except:
* Rich, Boulger, Robinson and Mattson
** Rich, Boulger, Robinson and Elliott
***Elliott
Publishing Rocket Soul Music 2020

Artwork by Leslie Rich

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Leslie Rich Minneapolis, Minnesota

Belfast born singer-songwriter, Leslie Rich grew up listening to a mix of punk, acoustic songwriters and traditional Celtic music. Inspired by artists like Luka Bloom and Throwing Muses, Leslie became a hard working solo performer in the bar scene. He founded the Rocket Soul Choir in 1994, mainly as an acoustic response to the heavy, guitar-driven, Irish bands cropping up at that time ... more

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